Bullshit !

I don't know why but I do feel like you guys are hypocrite enough. I'm sorry to say but I can't stand this anymore. I felt like in front of my face you guys said differently w what you said at my back. Mcm B**I ! Mlas nk pkai I & You, *pissed off ! Sumpah bolh tk aku nk mencarut hbs hbsn kt blog ? HAHA :D Tkp aa, nnt org org yg da lame kenal aku t'kejut pulak -___- Tkd motif aku nk ckp byk byk cs aku tahu bile sape yg bace blog nih, die yg terase sndri. Aku tk tahu lh aku yg perasan ke ape tp tkkn lh ape yg aku bace and tgk sume bkn pasal aku. Cs aku sndri tahu ape yg jd dlm hidup aku slame nih. Especially time cuti raya. Da mcm drama Melayu aku rase. Tk sape tahu ape yg aku korban kn slame nih. Aku bkn nk bangga diri ke ape tp aku kene ckp jugak. I made a huge sacrifices by keeping away what I felt and think w/out no one knwing. Aku snggup pretend dpn sume org, buat muke manis and still keep on smiling. Aku bkn tknk share, aku mmg cm nih. Dr aku lahir agak nye. Tkkn sbb certain org yg aku baru kenal, aku nk berubah totally 180 degree ! Otp and msg ckp lain dgn ape yg aku tgk dgn mate kpale aku sndri. Suke hati lh if sape sape suprised dgn care aku ckp through blog rght nw cs mmg da tk snggup nk tapis tapis. Aku nk buat org benci aku but end up, aku yg benci org org tuh. Ya Allah, sakit hati maximumly ! Aku tkd sape kat sini yg bolh fhm aku. Aku bolh ngadu kat Meera sorang je. Meera je yg fhm situation aku bit not exactly she knws everything. Kdng kdng aku mara dgn diri aku sndri, aki tknk share dgn org. Mmg salah aku, and nw aku tnggung sorang sorang. Aku pendam sorang nw aku nangis pun sorang. Aku malas da nk pk ape org nk ckp and pk buruk pasal aku. Aku admit, mmg salah aku dr mule smpai skrang. Jgn risau, non was yr guys fault. ZERO ! Frm nw on, I made a promise to myself, I will definitely disappearing frm their lives. PROMISE ! And as fyi, Elmo is nw belong into my closet. Just there, no where else in my arm or anywhere.

*Don't bother asking or knowing. Let it end here, just here . .