Lucky,

Just wanna share w you the people that shines up my life back the past few weeks ;)

Meet Meera ;





Meet Ain aka Anin :p ;





Meet Farrah ;





Last but not least, Eka, Wawa & Aliaa ;





Thanks a lot, you girls build up my strength in Perak. No words can describe how much I love you, xx

Precious,

Menatap indahnya senyuman diwajahmu
Membuatku terdiam dan terpaku
Mengerti akan hadirnya cinta terindah
Saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku

Banyak kata
Yang tak mampu kuungkapkan
Kepada dirimu ...

Aku ingin engkau selalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Di setiap langkah yang menyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku

Mesti waktu akan mampu
Memanggil seluruh ragaku
Ku ingin kau tahu ku selalu milikmu
Yang mencintaimu
Sepanjang hidupku ...

Tercipta Untukku by Ungu

Rmmbr this song Edir ? I knw you do. This was the only song you always sang it to me. Day and night . . I really missed those voice that sang to me :'( Please get well asap. I need you, I really really need you . .

I Miss You,

Been crying since Saturday, keep on crying till today. I don't want to be here right now, I just want to come back home. IMMEDIATELY ! Friday Friday, can you come now, please ? I rather sleep and not waking up till it is Friday :'( Edir, you kan kuat ? Be strong okayy ? I blk this week, I jmp you. Please get well soon . . I dont ask nothing more, just get well soon . .

Prays,

Home Sweet Home,

It's been awhile since I went back home by bus. Take note people, by BUS ! :p HAHA So yeahh, today Im home in Shah Alam. I arrived here around 6 pm. Godd, my butt feels flat -____- Cause constantly sitting and I can't barely sleep in the bus act. But heyy, I do survive ! Wee :D In the bus, I did sat beside one-and-only Meere darling <3 We watched 2007 // Transformers whch is quite interesting even we've already seen it but who cares rght ;) And yeahh, we also became "webcam whore" in the bus. NGAHAA









P/S ; My face sucks, do ignore. And and Meera wearing baju kurung which SANGAAAAATTTT AYU ! Lol :D

The Fact,

My body may be in front of you but I'm sorry, my heart is somewhere else.

END

Bullshit !

I don't know why but I do feel like you guys are hypocrite enough. I'm sorry to say but I can't stand this anymore. I felt like in front of my face you guys said differently w what you said at my back. Mcm B**I ! Mlas nk pkai I & You, *pissed off ! Sumpah bolh tk aku nk mencarut hbs hbsn kt blog ? HAHA :D Tkp aa, nnt org org yg da lame kenal aku t'kejut pulak -___- Tkd motif aku nk ckp byk byk cs aku tahu bile sape yg bace blog nih, die yg terase sndri. Aku tk tahu lh aku yg perasan ke ape tp tkkn lh ape yg aku bace and tgk sume bkn pasal aku. Cs aku sndri tahu ape yg jd dlm hidup aku slame nih. Especially time cuti raya. Da mcm drama Melayu aku rase. Tk sape tahu ape yg aku korban kn slame nih. Aku bkn nk bangga diri ke ape tp aku kene ckp jugak. I made a huge sacrifices by keeping away what I felt and think w/out no one knwing. Aku snggup pretend dpn sume org, buat muke manis and still keep on smiling. Aku bkn tknk share, aku mmg cm nih. Dr aku lahir agak nye. Tkkn sbb certain org yg aku baru kenal, aku nk berubah totally 180 degree ! Otp and msg ckp lain dgn ape yg aku tgk dgn mate kpale aku sndri. Suke hati lh if sape sape suprised dgn care aku ckp through blog rght nw cs mmg da tk snggup nk tapis tapis. Aku nk buat org benci aku but end up, aku yg benci org org tuh. Ya Allah, sakit hati maximumly ! Aku tkd sape kat sini yg bolh fhm aku. Aku bolh ngadu kat Meera sorang je. Meera je yg fhm situation aku bit not exactly she knws everything. Kdng kdng aku mara dgn diri aku sndri, aki tknk share dgn org. Mmg salah aku, and nw aku tnggung sorang sorang. Aku pendam sorang nw aku nangis pun sorang. Aku malas da nk pk ape org nk ckp and pk buruk pasal aku. Aku admit, mmg salah aku dr mule smpai skrang. Jgn risau, non was yr guys fault. ZERO ! Frm nw on, I made a promise to myself, I will definitely disappearing frm their lives. PROMISE ! And as fyi, Elmo is nw belong into my closet. Just there, no where else in my arm or anywhere.

*Don't bother asking or knowing. Let it end here, just here . .