Drowning ,

Everything seems to go wrong lately. Every single things that happen in my life indeed. I wish I could snap my fingers, and make things right again. Wish that gonna happen >.< Mhm I'm feeling lost act, w what am I feeling inside, deep deep inside. Sometimes I feel like Im such a bad person cs I cant treat people the way they deserve. Whenever I try too, it turns out Im the one that hurts and as usual, I wont say it to anyone. I'll just smile and pretend that Im fine ! It makes me headache every time I think about it and too bad, I hve to deal w these almost every single day -.-

*Feeling dizzy and having fever :(